My dear friend Laura has reinstated the happy list...a list of things to be happy about, and it is a very good thing. Sort of like my highlight of the day journal that I have sorely neglected. But the happy list is a collaborative effort, which makes it even more fun. Like Oh yeah...that makes me really happy too!
Lately, I've been learning about being happy, and it's harder than it seems. Or at least I make it hard. For years now my family and I have been in survival-crisis mode, so my problem is that I don't trust happy. I like it. I love it. I adore it...but when it comes in big chunks and abundant blessings all at once it sort of freaks me out. For the last decade it hasn't been that way. I keep expecting the happy rug to be snatched from under me. I'm afraid to trust happy. But I'm learning that happy is okay. I'm learning not to be so afraid. And I'm learning to live happy. I have a great guy (official shout out to Clay), a great family, and a promising new career opportunity. Life is good, and I'm going to soak it in while I can.
